When I was in junior high school, I liked Cang Yue, and I would unconsciously imitate the gorgeous girls in her writing. As I thought about it, I felt like I was suddenly losing all my teeth in my old age, so I learned to use a desolate look in my articles as if I had seen through the world. Later, when I was in high school, I fell in love with Jiangnan, and I unconsciously imitated the young man who liked to talk nonsense in his plots. I usually laughed and acted like a fool, and the articles It will be written about losers who have no choice but to laugh at themselves, and in the end they often risk everything for the people they cherish so much; later on, they fall in love with Tang Qi, and they still imitate her unconsciously, imitating her unique storyteller-like friendly and pleasant little accent when narrating, as if drinking herbal tea in the sun on a sunny day, unfolding a folding fan and telling a cold joke in a serious manner. However, I am too unconscious to imitate. In order not to become a second-rate product, I have to desperately avoid the profound influence given to me by these authors I like. Just like when you were a child, you wanted to be someone you liked, so you couldn't help but imitate it. But when you grow up, you want to get rid of these deep-rooted habits and be your true self. So probably, I am still living in my youth.