Although he is a legitimate son, he is not welcomed by his father at home, and even his mother is disappointed in him, just because he has not followed the so-called "loyal path" they want him to take.
He couldn't understand the meaning of holding on to that impossible belief after the country was destroyed. He just wanted everyone to live well, even if it was just an ignoble existence.
It was just that the successive attempts to commit suicide made him give up trying to stop them.
"Since this is what you think, then I will obey you."
His unlikable personality and scary identity made him think that he was destined to have no relationship with emotions, so he faced the world with a weird personality and a cold face all day long.
Until he met an opponent that he found difficult——
It also caused him to fall into a state of panic...