She truly and completely left me - sinking to the bottom of the river with the broken bottle. It was many years later that I gradually realized how terrible it is for another person to leave. No one knows what she has recorded in her heart, no one knows what attitude she has when she falls asleep, and no one knows what kind of dreams she has to enter another misty and unprovoked world. She takes secrets to her grave and makes another person regret them for half his life.