Mohan.
Xihe.
Ning Chen.
Three people composed three different songs about youth.
Mohan,
Have mild schizophrenia,
Photophobia and obsessive-compulsive disorder.
Every day he struggles between the past and the present,
Can't let go of the past but can't let go of the future,
A young man named Ning Chen gradually led him to abandon the past.
But when he discovered that Xihe in his heart was about to be replaced by Ning Chen,
But I can't bear this fact,
Where will he go in the end?
This article uses the first person to tell the story between them in a straightforward manner.
The whole text has been described between reality and memories,
If you don't like this style of writing, you can skip it directly.
In addition, the events that happened around them were very real events in their teenage years.
May be a little psychologically distorted,
But I like people with twisted psychology,
Highlights;
In the beams of light that penetrated my body, Xihe walked slowly towards me with quick steps. He was tall, with short black hair, and an evil mouth, and his whole body was shrouded in beige light.
I looked at him, and a certain mysterious flow determined all the absurd and grotesque ecstasy.
Saihe becomes shallower and shallower. A pale shadow. The shadow rose slowly, even growing transparent wings.
He smiled at me indifferently and stretched out his hand to me. The moment our skin touched, all the past events swirled around me.
I felt my eyes were moist, and something was pouring out.
The gushing part is expanding, like mercury that is constantly changing its shape, pouring into the gap in the human form.
The cracked gap was filled with red and blood.
Only the air is peaceful, only the air is quiet.
And Xihe, he must remember the words I whispered in his ear that night.
Don't you want me? I will obey you.
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