He is a prodigal, living a life of today and no tomorrow. He said that he had something that many people in the world did not have, freedom. Because you are in debt, you don't have to worry too much. He once loved a woman, but now that he doesn't love her anymore, he is still willing to go through fire and water for her. Some people had guessed what he wanted, but they hadn't figured it out. He said there was no need to guess, because what you want is usually something you can't get.
Once you enter the arena, you can't help yourself. Even if hearts shine with each other when they are intertwined, it is just a fleeting scenery.