I'm no longer that little girl who only hangs around you. I've grown up and I know we can't be together.
Thank God for allowing me to meet you in a beautiful time. Thank God for allowing me to accompany you through our craziest days.
I forgive you, and I forgive myself, but we can't start over.
In the novel, you hurt me and I hurt you, and we may all do it again, but this is reality, the naked reality, we all have to face it, no one has the chance to do it again, no one has the courage to love again, no one has the chance to live again.