Have you ever had such an experience? When you were young, you had an ordinary encounter with someone and you accidentally remembered that person's face. You didn't even expect that the gaze at this moment would cost your entire youth, as if you were experiencing a devastating disaster. Then, many years passed like this, and your youth was gone. You finally decided not to be the same as before, but you still couldn't control yourself. So, you decided to leave decisively, escape from the past that was really unbearable, and start over. People who have never experienced it really don't know, what price you paid for making this decision, how much courage it took, and how difficult it is to get a new life.
So, if one day you suddenly discover that you have not actually received the so-called new life, it seems that you have been played hard by God. The past that you thought was past and forgotten is still clinging to you like evil ghosts, as if starting over is just a dream you have touched, nothing more. How will you feel at that time?