"Your gesture, your favor, my existence in your existence..." Liang Jingru's singing voice is still as gentle as ever, and when I listen to this song again, I no longer have the innocence and inexplicable heart palpitations of the past. From 2008 to now, I have been living in inexplicable worship of you for so many years. This uncontrollable feeling is like a poisonous snake. It invaded my central nervous system with its venom, numbness, numbness, leaving only a feeling of numbness in my body. I can only love you numbly, love you habitually... I don't know when I started to hate this feeling, and began to pay tribute to this feeling, this feeling of youthful love that was taken away by life, by you, by me, by him, and by her.