In fact, sexual orientation is very simple and depends on the gender of your first love. It is not as complicated as psychologists say. Just like me, Wei Lian, I have only had two relationships in my old age, and I have never forgotten my first love, because he was the one who completely distorted my outlook on life. Life is just about brewing fine tea over a slow fire. You have to simmer it slowly and take your time in order to appreciate the aroma of the tea. In fact, it would be nonsense to say that I have forgotten Mu Lei, but since I promised to be good to Ge Yan, I will not go back on my words. Mu Lei and Ge Yan, these two men who are better than me, light up my life. I think no matter how bumpy the road ahead is, I will go on because they are my hope.