He has no special advantages, but this does not make him feel embarrassed. He still likes himself and has no intention of making any changes.
It wasn't until his love for that person seemed to be reciprocated that he gradually changed his lifestyle and became braver and more determined.
But the illusion of being loved hurts people, but it is so real. Now that everything is clear, where should he go?
Maybe what he's really afraid of is just not being able to recognize himself