It's best to read it from the second chapter. The first chapter is really bloody and shocking.
An Xiang has always been a coward in the eyes of everyone, although she never admits this.
But it is undeniable that
When she faced her sad fate, she chose to compromise.
When she faced her mother's desperate voice, she chose silence.
When she faced others' cold judgment on her, she chose to accept her fate.
Probably, the only resistance she ever had in her life was for her sister.
I'm not too cowardly, I'm just too obedient. ——Enjoy
She's not too cowardly, just too stupid. ——An Chun
——If I ask you to sacrifice your life and freedom, will you be willing?
--Good!
Focus on male protagonists for a thousand years!