(Forgive my awkwardness in words and expressions, I just want to carve a colorful and lasting painting for myself before I say goodbye, to commemorate the fact that she walked barefoot through the warmth and coldness of my youth. In this way, no matter how the years change, the warmth she left me has been preserved for a long time. I have no regrets, only relief. I think it is really because the clouds have calmed down that I have the courage to look back on a relationship that was entangled, broken but not broken.)
Yin Yifan fell in love with a woman of the same gender as himself because of his inner lack. Yin Yifan felt warmth in her, which gradually melted the ice in his heart. However, An Yinian left her because he could not give Yin Yifan a stable and prosperous life. We think that love means staying with the other person regardless of everything, but in fact, sometimes letting go is also a kind of deep love. An Yinian didn't want Yin Yifan to follow her to live a life without security and subject to public opinion, so she left, but then turned back because of reluctance. This happened repeatedly. Yin Yifan could not accept An Yinian's love in this way, entangled and tortured. She meets Shu Ge, a woman who indulges her and keeps her company. When Yin Yifan finally let go of An Yinian and prepared to be with Shu Ge, Shu Ge misunderstood that Yin Yifan still cared about and loved An Yinian deeply. She thought that her love had become a burden to Yin Yifan, so she chose to leave her. Yin Yifan fell in love with Shu Ge after all.
Love is always a difficult problem. Sometimes we love someone in our own way, but forget whether the other person needs it. As a result, there are obstacles and gaps in the relationship. After all, we do not understand what the other person needs.