He originally thought that the man who was once an emperor was willing to spend the rest of his life with a little eunuch who just loved him. So treat him as your sun and follow him forever. Unexpectedly, all obsessive love and deep-rooted tenderness are based on lies. But he found that he couldn't help but love him. Therefore, he could only choose to escape.
He was timid, he didn't dare to lose him and die alone, so he had to use this method to keep him by his side. I hope that the day he knows the truth, he will not decide to withdraw from his life. He would rather hate him for the rest of his life than forget him from now on.
It turns out that deep love means deep hatred. The intertwining of love and hate is inevitable.