It seems that Xu Jin has never gotten what he wants in his life. Whether it is his love for Su Pan or Shen Tingshan's persistence for himself, there have been many, many times when Xu Jin wanted to persuade herself to give up. Every time she was on the verge of despair, she also wanted to forget. Su Pan saw her love, her persistence, her humbleness, but after all, she could not give her what she wanted. This whirlpool of pain kept spinning and falling.
Su Pan said, Xu Jin, I thought I could, but I still can't convince myself. I know I owe you and should be responsible. But even if you are the most important person in this world, I can't love you as a woman. I have a woman I want to protect more, but Xu Jin, it's not you.
Shen Tingshan said, Xu Jin, I can't forget it. Don't force me. You understand this feeling better than me, don't you? My willpower, my control and my heart are in the same direction. They tell me that I want to love you and make you happy.
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Xu Jin stood on the edge of the cliff on the sea... Closed his eyes... Remembering his father's proud face... His mother's beautiful black and white photo... Shen Tingshan's tears...
The smile on Su Pan's lips...