This novel has been brewing for two years, and I stopped writing it for a while because I was still a student. The novel mainly starts with the protagonist Xia Zimu, and revolves around her being a senior in Yingcheng No. 2 Middle School, working in the noisy Red Lips Bar in order to earn college tuition, meeting Yin Wei, and then unfolding a series of emotional entanglements caused by love. The story introduces the growth of a group of children. In the age of youth, the blooming and rainy season, love sprouts. But some people love so hard and work so hard; some people become the puppets of love and the victims of love. I don't understand what kind of love people today need and what kind of love they are pursuing. As I said in the article, time is the best antidote, and time is also the best poison. They slowly change over time, and slowly sink over time. What they gain in the end is lost, and what they lose can never be regained. This is just the upper part that I have completed, and the story is far from over, but even if it is only the upper part, I hope that many people will think carefully about their current views on love after reading it. There are some things that need to be understood. While we are still young, we should straighten out our thoughts early, and do not lose our truest selves while indulging our youth.