She understands very well that being ordinary is happiness, but it cannot compare to a loved one.
In her last life, even though she didn't meet anyone she loved, she still managed to be ordinary. That life of inaction in the eyes of others gave her the happiness she wanted. . .
In this life, since I know that I am destined to never be ordinary, then I have decided! ! ! She must find the person she loves and loves her back, and be happy together. . .