He loves her, is willing to pamper her, and pampers her to the point of being lawless, because he has seen her pain. In this life, he doesn't want her to be upset for someone she can't get, he just wants her to be confident because of him.
The dynamism of the past was not as good as the meticulous care she took for him regardless of the danger when he was injured and bedridden. He did not expect her to forget the person in her heart. He only hoped that she could remember him so that she could understand her own goodness. He wanted to help her see her heart clearly, the path she wanted to take, and the person holding the lantern for her.
She loves him and just wants to cuddle up in his arms. Even if there are storms, she will feel at ease with him. In this life, she just wants to be by his side forever, forever and ever. She only loves him, and the stupidity she once did will not happen again. Because of him, her youth and frivolousness are buried deep in the earth, and only her lingering love for him will last forever...