The first man I met in my life became an indelible trace in my heart, a feeling that lasted forever and was too late to form a contract. The troubled past became entangled into a silk web, trapping everyone and dreaming about happiness. Lies, deception, kindness and blessings are all gifts from God. Those who are given by God dare not resign. The wounds of stumbling and the decisive leap are not as good as a chuckle of fate.