If my birth is a mistake; if my existence is a catastrophe, then I am willing to choose to end it all before it begins. I would rather believe that I have never lived, and I would rather disappear in this world. No matter how many words I say now, I can no longer go back to the past. Even if I am still waiting at the origin, what can I do? I often wonder, if I could choose, what would happen to me now? Now that it has begun, let's face it calmly. Because, I know, this is the last reincarnation.