He didn't want to bear the burden of a country, but in the end, he was shackled when the country was destroyed. He didn't want to avenge the hatred of his country and his family, but he had to. He originally just wanted to find someone who loves him in this life, plays the piano for him for the rest of his life, listens to him sing songs for the rest of his life, and doesn't care about worldly affairs... However, this life is like a dream, and it will never come true...