She knew what she wanted to do with her life since she met him at the age of twelve. After going around in circles for seven years, he still left me. All her mental sustenance seemed to collapse.
What she loves doesn't love her back; what she doesn't love, she can't bear to hurt.
She was prepared to never see him again in her life, because she thought she hated him. He ruined everything for her and lost her parents. She had no choice but to become stronger.
But she didn't expect that she would never be able to get rid of him in this life. Their whole lives were tightly entangled, and even if they let go together, they would not be able to let go of each other.