The prosperous times are easy to be empty, so prosperous. What's the point of persisting? What can you get? From the time when I was ignorant until now, what is my own in the end? I think all I have is endless emptiness and despair. What's the difference between dying today and dying tomorrow? Does living one more day make a difference? People often never know satisfaction in a comfortable life. The kind of desire that comes from the soul will feel empty if it is satisfied, and despair if it is not satisfied. The protagonist in the novel may be you, or he may be someone around you.