You are still in my world, but I can no longer lean into your world, not even a little bit. I don't mind playing any role in your world, even if I'm just a passerby, please give me this opportunity, because I love you so deeply. Unable to extricate myself, I personally remove the knife that was made for you on my chest every day. Do you know how much it hurts, but losing you is even more painful than this.