If you want to live like a pig, then just associate with a pig.
Gu Yiyi can't fall in love with the people around her because she doesn't want to live like a pig.
She wasted her youth and wasted her youth without any regret.
She thought this was life, but she didn't know what life was until Yan Ming fell in love with her.
(I thought about the raging youth, intense, not dull, but I finally fell in love with myself now, dull, not intense.)