At that time, I felt as if I was dead. At that time, I was actually dead. Qichang's mother-in-law's heavy coughing sound was like a pot of ink, leaving a series of lingering sounds throughout Qichang Mountain, which was as quiet as white face.
There was a teardrop as big as a bead hanging in the corner of my eye, and I told her intermittently: "Mother-in-law, I... Really want to... Die."
Many years later, Qichang's mother-in-law recalled the scene at that time and said to me: "Girl, I really felt the despair in your picturesque eyebrows back then, and the old bones in your body also ached."