I have known the gap between myself and my sister since I was a child. My sister is a natural favorite, but I am forgotten behind her sister's light.
Her parents' favor and everyone's approval belong to her sister, so she doesn't compete with her, and she can't compete with her sister. She knows all this.
I'm used to being forgotten, I'm used to not having extravagant hopes, I'm used to not caring about things that don't belong to me, I'm used to picking up little happiness that my sister doesn't want behind her back.
When she first saw him, she knew that this man would not belong to her, so she drew a clear distance from him from the beginning.
Facing his repeated temptations, I unknowingly cared about him so much. Maybe he can be his own.
But the appearance of his sister once again proved that he was just his extravagant wish, and it was his sister that he liked.
Are you going to run away again, to a place where there is no sister?
It was the first time I was so unwilling, the first time I wished I didn't have a sister, and the first time I felt resentment in my heart. This is the first time I want happiness so much, I want... Him!