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I remember I promised Gao Zilian that he could make three requests to me. After I forgot about it, it took him a long time to mention it.
The first requirement - Xiaoyu, you must be happy.
The second request - Xiaoyu, you are happier than me.
The third request - Xiaoyu, I hope we are all happy.
That was the most touching words I ever heard when I was young.
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In those nearly gloomy days,
I once shook the sadness to the ground.
I feel like a drop of water in the sea,
Once the sun shines on it, it will be gone.
The shortest distance in the world,
Not the present or the moment,
Not an idea or an oath,
It's the moment we missed each other.
Now,
I stand where I am,
I am still the child who is used to looking at the sky,
You are still the idiot who can smile gently.
Little by little, it was as if nothing had happened.
It's just that no one knows,
Everything is changing.
You took my hand and said, don't be afraid of any difficulties.
But now my palms are slightly cold,
I can't see your shadow,
Have you forgotten me?
When I was young, I heard from my sister that those who get a four-leaf clover will be happy.
But when I searched everywhere and still couldn't find a four-leaf clover,
Am I unable to be happy?
I used to be very good,
Every day when I go to bed, my mother will reward me with a story.
Always remember,
A puppy is looking for happiness,
The mother dog said that happiness is on your tail,
So the puppy chased its tail, but couldn't catch it.
The mother dog said, when you move forward, happiness will be with you.
When my mother finished telling this story, she said happiness is by my side.
Then she kissed me gently.
Is happiness by my side?
Is the bluebird by my side?
I opened my eyes wide and I couldn't see it.
It is square, round or flat,
I have no idea.
There is a bird in the legend,
It is the incarnation of the woman in the previous life,
It has reincarnated for several lives just to find her--
The purest love.
You can smile and say wish me happiness,
But who can give me the happiness that you can give me?
My sense of direction is so bad, I can't even find the direction.
(PS: It has been published serially in the magazine)