"The love of our family is always out of reach, painful, and sad. The more you love someone, the less you can possess it. There will be no so-called good ending, only excruciating pain. But you know, I can't see anything now, I can't see the future, I can't see anyone's face, and I don't want to think about anything. I only know that when I can't see you, my heart is cut like a knife... But I love you, so I don't say anything."