Mu Bei didn't think about the proposition of love carefully. She only knew that if she continued, she would be trapped and hanged by too much tiring love. She is not someone who just accepts without giving. But she was unable to give anything, and all she could do was accept it blindly. The more I want to love, the more I dare not love. People are timid.
Where is Cheng Chi? Likewise, he didn't think about it carefully. Because he always knew what he wanted. Cheng Yuan told him that it was not easy for her. How come he doesn't know. She missed her mother but couldn't say it. She wanted to use Su Qi to steal some warmth, but she ended up hurting other people. That didn't mean her family was ruined. Her only dependence, her grandfather, was tortured by illness, and she felt distressed. She cried secretly many times, but never in front of others. She was pregnant, and she was so happy. She believed in past and present lives, and reincarnation. She regarded grandpa as the child's previous life, and her child was grandpa's next life. She knew that this obsession was unbelievable and even ridiculous, but she just believed it.
But, it's gone. Just like the dewdrops dancing briskly on the leaves in the morning under the sun, they evaporate in the blink of an eye. It's like it never existed. She couldn't stand it.
It's not easy for her. But she held it all in, till she got sick. Is it easy for him? I want to help, but I can't. I can't bear to look at it. Even more breathless.
But he hasn't decided to let go yet. It's not easy for her, so he is willing to do it? Why did she say divorce? Well, she wants to be independent and find herself. He let go, letting her be free. However, he only allowed her freedom of thought, because she had suppressed it for so long that she had gone wrong.
Just the mind, not the heart.