Sometimes what we don't want to believe always exists in an intangible form, like fear, love, and memories.
I still remember that college life was so exciting, so fresh, and so ups and downs. At that time, there was a boy who appeared in my life. His name was Tianyu. I liked Tianyu, and Tianyu also liked me, but we never said it clearly. Later, something new appeared, which made our relationship very complicated. I once didn't want to choose between them, because no matter which one I chose, I would lose the other one. Tianyu did a great job in the high jump. Before the school sports meeting, I made a choice and they didn't choose it. So from then on, I stopped talking to them and just paid attention to them silently. My friend Xiaotong is very thin, silly and naive. Such kind children will be bullied if they are not protected by me and Deya. Deya, a beautiful girl, often seems to be in a different world from us because of various boyfriends and relationships.
Fast forward 30 years, during these 30 years, Deya got married and divorced, but each time she married a high-ranking official and wealthy, so she didn't have to worry about material things, but she was often burdened by children; Yixin had a successful career, but got married once and then divorced; and I have been an only child and lived alone. Yixin was still very good to me for so many years, but I only treated him as a friend, maybe because I still missed Tianyu, look at me, such a greedy woman. In 30 years, only Tianyu and Xiaotong have not been heard from.