This day has come again, which is a bit ridiculous to think about, because this day itself is like a joke played by God on me. Let me come into the world on this day, let me survive the ups and downs from now on, let me meet you on this day, and let me lose you on this day, so that in the days to come, I will always have an abnormal and urgent hope that this day will never be on the calendar, so that all the pain will end, no, it never started, there is no way to end.