This is a real thing that happened to my boyfriend. He was 18-21 years old. In those four years, he seemed to have experienced a lifetime, tasted the ups and downs, and many things that he should not experience at that age actually happened... Family, love, friendship, the feelings he has been pursuing in this life, he has been tested. He once spent four years trying to make a girl believe in the existence of true love, but it was this girl who made him beautiful. The dream was shattered and he realized the cruelty of social life and human affairs. In mid-2010, he closed himself off for three months and wrote this article - the past and what happened in those years came to his mind one by one. When he finished writing this article, he said goodbye to his former self completely. After half a year of absence, I met him and fell in love with him.... Although the heroine of this article is not me, I am proud of you just because it is you...