You Don't Have to Be Deeply Affectionate to Be Deeply Affectionate

My name is Su Chen, and I want to tell him that I actually fell in love with him the first time I saw him. I want to tell him that I secretly wrote his name at night. I want to tell him that I can grow platycodon, maybe he will like it. I want to tell him that I'm not that mean. I wanted to tell him that I thought maybe one day he would hold my hand. I want to tell him that I love him......