Since he left, my world has been dark. The matter of renting the house was finally settled, and the tenant turned out to be the person I was most familiar with before, but I didn't recognize him. Why do you want to come back and disturb my mood when you have already developed very well abroad? I am not something you want or throw away at your convenience. Why are things developing in ways I can't predict? I just hope to live a good life, well.