[... If Ruoxi was just Ruoxi, if Xiayan was just Xiayan, and had no other identity, today would not be like this...]
No, that's not right.
If Ruoxi was just Ruoxi, if Xiayan was just Xiayan, and had no other identity... We wouldn't know each other.
I'm not going to fall in love with you, but...
... Love. I love you. Xiayan, Ruoxi loves you.