I dare not recall some memories, I dare not recall the smile that was as bright as a flower, I dare not recall the pictures that once flowed with warmth, I dare not recall the days when I had you, for fear that if I think of it, the pain in my heart will spread overwhelmingly.
There are some memories that I dare not forget. I dare not forget the colorful balloons and squishy marshmallows I bought in front of the school gate. I dare not forget the arrogant basketball that was smashed on my head in PE class. I dare not forget the shadow of the sunset upstairs. I am afraid that if I forget, the sporadic good things in the end will also dissipate and disappear...
After you were gone, I became misbehaved.
After you were gone, I began to give up on myself.
After you were gone, I... Cried...