I called Li Weiwei to tell her that I had decided to start writing articles, and she said, you are crazy. I hung up the phone calmly. In fact, I wanted to write something a long time ago, but I know that I am impatient and have no memory. Li Weiwei once said that she envied me and thought that happy people have bad memories, which made me afraid that one day I would even forget happy things. I thought for a long time and typed this text. I thought it was still far away. Qi Xiaoruo is now lying in the hospital waiting for death. I think I am lucky. At least I am still alive and healthy. People are really tangled. I never thought that I would be like Qi Xiaoruo. I guess life is pretty good the way it is now, at least I have napkins to wipe my nose with when I'm allergic to catkins.