Starting from junior high school, the two people who had been going on forever ended abruptly because of the accident of the male protagonist. He is her ray of sunshine, but where is she going to find that ray of sunshine in the sky and the earth? Plato said that everyone is an incomplete individual who is split in half, looking for the other half throughout his life, because there are too many people who have been split. Sometimes you think you have found it, sometimes you think you will never find it...
We are all too focused on our wounds, so we often ignore the beauty of falling in love. Maybe many years later, what I still remember is not these wounds. The child in Wilde's fairy tale said that these wounds are not painful, they are all marks of love. But what I can never forget is the essence of these wounds - love.
Think of you one last time, and then keep running.