I'm very tired today, but can't sleep for a long time. I clicked on Tianya's post very cheaply today and saw amidst the slogans of beating and killing, a lawyer netizen said, "Only greater bloodshed will change the system, just like the abolition of the asylum regulations and calling for more sacrifices to save thousands of medical injustices!!!"
Tears welled up in a moment. When I close my eyes, it seems as if someone always jumps out and shouts: "The killing is not enough, we have to continue!"
I have always thought that the level of civilization is already very high. When a bear has acid thrown at it, some people cry out, and when a dog is abused, some people cry out. However, when a fresh life is cruelly taken away, they still have to endure the criticism of ignorant and shameless people. . . I don't know what kind of people this group of people has because of their abnormal psychology. I just suddenly thought of Tan Sitong who went to the execution ground a hundred years ago. He shed blood and sacrificed his life for millions of people, but he went to the execution ground amidst the laughter and gossip of millions of people.
I don't know how sadly I should face this situation, let alone how I should face my future work and patients. Do we need to be on guard against every sick person who talks or comes in contact with us at all times? I was also working the night shift on the 23rd. The consideration and understanding from several patients who were returning for follow-up visits warmed my heart. I felt that it was okay to be a bit tired and to be recognized by the patients was the highest compliment a doctor could receive. I didn't know about this at the time. I thought that if I had known about such a thing at that time, I might not be able to go to work with peace of mind. Very sad. Suddenly I had the idea of retreating. It was a pity to give up years of hard work, but I just wanted to live well and watch the sunrise and sunset.