He Dun, who was born in 1990, is a man of contradictions.
He has masochistic tendencies, longs for darkness, but is still attached to the sunshine. He is desperately depressed, like a big rat, in love with his own territory.
In the eyes of her good friend He Mo: bloody, flamboyant, daring to love and hate, passionate and unrestrained, unconstrained...
Her father's betrayal made her distrust men and love.
The dullness of university made her resolutely join the army with her pen.
Returning to campus from the army, He Dun met Mu Zihao...
This book records the melancholy and arrogance of teenagers, depicts the youthful exuberance of the post-90s generation, and witnesses the love of girls who do not believe in love...