I still feel heartache when I dream back at midnight, but I never regret my choice. Marquis Shen is right, no matter how long and deep my love for Qi Shaoshang is, it only lasts for this lifetime, and cannot compare to the eternal life of my family and country, and the thousands of miles of mountains and rivers. I care about the men in the court, and I want to do something in my career. I have to keep going back and forth for the sake of my children's personal affairs, which is to be looked down upon.
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