It's stuck, it just won't go up or down, and I can't move if I hold it there.
A long time ago, when I couldn't go up or down, I chose to go down;
Later, when I couldn't go up or down, I chose to go up;
So now I am really stuck there.
There are always many hurdles to pass through in life, including studies, career, and relationships.
As for me, I am stuck on this lifelong event.