"I've been thinking about it for a long time. The more I refuse to go back, the more I can't let him go. But I've figured it out in the past few years. There's too much distance between us. His throne doesn't allow us to be together. Besides, he doesn't love me. In the years after I left him , I miss him like crazy, but I know that I can't go to Moyan, no matter what the reason is. Then in recent years, I have learned to forget everything about me and him. I am not the kid I used to be. Time can really forget everything."