When time pushes me toward you, you push me away.
When time pushed me towards reality and I was about to give up on you, you pulled me closer to you.
I started not to understand what was true and what was false, but I still fell into your tenderness.
When I love you, you say you don't love me.
When you loved me, I decided to give up on you.
Xin Yiyi used several relationships to understand his feelings for Zhen Ziwei clearly, but he could not exchange Zhen Ziwei's feelings for her. He had a new love and abandoned her old love.
But Xin Yiyi doesn't hate him, because she missed him. The price of missing out is that she loses the ability to love others.
In the past four years, after Xin Yiyi ignored her love, Zhen Ziwei appeared in front of her again and told her that he loved her and always loved her. She was the protagonist in their story, never a supporting character.