Eight years, do you know what a cruel thing time has done?
I have spent eight years hating you. Do you know how cruel it is to use hatred to remember someone you once loved until death?
Did you know that you don't need to do anything to love someone, but if you want to hate someone, you have to remind yourself of the pain all the time, and pick up the scars again and again when you are about to forget them.
It's just that I'm heartbroken and in pain, it's all my own business and it has nothing to do with you.
It's just that you don't know that I have been hating you for so many years, but more often than not, I have been loving you.