That night I lay in bed and fell asleep in a daze, as if I heard someone calling my name all the time. His voice was low and gentle, with a hint of crying. He kept saying, kept saying, Xu Wei, Xu Wei, Xu Wei... Xu Wei, why did you leave me... Why did you leave me...
I suddenly sat up amidst the sound of a cat meowing in the middle of the night. I am sure that my heart was beating very fast at that time, because I felt a tightness in my chest, as if a huge stone was pressing down on me. Memories about Lin Xuan surged like a tidal wave in the dark and silent room. Those dusty thoughts and the reefs usually hidden under the water began to reveal their most primitive appearance in the unmanned room. Lin Xuan's hedgehog-like short hair, bright smiling eyes, disappointed eyes, sad eyes, hoarse and slightly heavy voice, and his lonely and lonely back when he left, all appeared in the projection of time, so clear and real, as if they were just images of yesterday.
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