He performs his own sadness comically, and no one will see the clown's tears. In the clown's world, he always lives for those boring spectators, although without them, the clown loses its meaning, although they will make fun of the clown from time to time, making jokes about the clown, touching his round red nose, and the clown giggles innocently, with a very happy expression. But no one will understand the loneliness in the clown's heart. He is the most lonely when he is trying hard to make others happy, because the person he wants to see who is worthy of his pleasure is not there and has no intention of looking at the clown.
——"After the Curtain Call"