Continue to Pray Silently Every Day

When she was seven years old, she lost her biological parents, herself, her name, and all her memories. Ten years later, she lived a simple and carefree life under another name, met him, fell in love with him, but fell into a carefully arranged love trap without realizing it. She loved her like a moth to a flame, but he regarded it as entertainment and felt the pleasure of revenge. Relationships need to be cared for and managed. If it was full of designs and arrangements from the beginning, when the truth gradually emerges, the faith you have always adhered to will also swing... Living in this world, we will always encounter certain things that make us learn to make choices. Some happiness is very simple, and some extravagant wishes are very complicated. Since it is out of reach, why must we stand on tiptoe and reach out with all our strength to touch it? Perhaps only after touching it, you will find that those extravagant wishes are just simple outlines drawn with dust. The bright colors that were finally painted on will no longer regain their original shape and stick to everywhere with a light touch... An emotional scavenging journey, what was picked up was childhood memories and attachments. She slowly closed the pages and gently placed the book in her hand on the table. She said quietly: "I have read a lot of books recently." He stopped suddenly. This was the first time in so many days that she took the initiative to speak to him. When he turned around, the tense and sad look on his face instantly relaxed and blossomed, and he was filled with joy and emotion. But she remained unmoved, and then said coldly: "There is a sentence in the book that I remember very clearly. Do you want to hear it?" Xu Linluo was slightly startled, walked slowly in front of her, and looked at her softly and carefully. At this time, if she would raise her eyes to look into his eyes, she would see his full emotion. However, from beginning to end, she did not raise her eyes, and kept lowering her eyes. She didn't wait for his answer, but continued: "It said, 'I'm not close to you because you are good at everything, not because you can give me a secure and good future, not because you are my boyfriend, not because I think we will definitely go on like this for the rest of our lives, not because it is too costly to find another relationship. Big. But because I love you, I feel like I will be moved when I see you. In this relationship, I want nothing more than love. '" She said slowly, and finally smiled slowly: "I love you, even if I forget about my relationship with you, it doesn't matter how much I pay as long as you are serious and you care. But one day, I suddenly discovered that everything was just a show. I am the puppet that is tied up on strings. As long as the theatergoer moves his fingers and gently tugs on the strings, I will move my limbs and make expressions in response. How funny. " His expression instantly cracked, and he interrupted her hurriedly with a tone of shock, anger, distress, and regret: "Xu Yan, stop talking. It's not what you think, it's not..." But she remained unmoved and continued her train of thought: "Sometimes when I think about it, it seems that it's not that difficult to stop loving you..." He grabbed her arms suddenly, his eyes red: "Xu Yan, haven't you noticed my feelings for you these days? Just because of my ridiculous angry words, can you take back the heart you put in me? If you can just break it off like this, then your feelings are too cheap, right?!" She raised her hand and gently touched the corners of his eyebrows, stroking carefully: "Don't be like this. The more you act like this, the harder it is for me to see clearly. The harder it is to see clearly, the sadder I feel." He froze suddenly and froze in place. But she slowly broke free from his restraints and said calmly: "I'm sleepy and want to take a nap." After saying that, she ignored his presence at all, pulled away the quilt and lay down fully clothed. His movements were ridiculously stiff. Finally, he slowly stood up and stood there, staring at her sleeping face. The sun was setting in the west, and the fiery sunset shone through the window into the house, spreading throughout the room. The corners of his mouth raised slightly, but before he uttered a word, his voice was bitter: "Xu Yan, why are you so stupid? Why can't you tell the difference between sincerity and falsehood?" A sigh covered all the silence. Completed article