After walking through the desert of desolate and heavy years, time quietly identified the foreshadowing of love for us. Before we had time to count the right and wrong people who appeared in a hurry in our lives and then slipped away in a hurry, their figures had already passed by in a flash and disappeared without a trace at the end of light and shadow. The protagonist's name is Chen Xijun, who has the same name as the author, but he does not live the author's haphazard and uninformed life. She is self-daring and extremely strong. Her journey from her youthful years has been bumpy and uneven; after experiencing countless setbacks, her soul is intact but her mind is riddled with holes. So, she began to hibernate in every corner of her life and think quietly. Because she was so fascinated by her thoughts, she couldn't help but giggle. Her "giggle" laughter alerted the boy next to her. He held her hand up and lit a lamp. From then on, the two people were immersed in the dazzling light. The love that depends on each other is like a cup of "Nescafe" coffee that is sweet in the mouth and slightly bitter in the aftertaste. The taste may change with the taste of time... When he was helpless and confused, Chen Xijun began a long memory. Of the beautiful people who appeared in his memory, there was a girl named Zhang Yan. She remembered it most clearly. Her smile was warm but not ostentatious. It turns out that she has accompanied her through such a long road in life. Where is she now? After retracting his memories and fantasies that were flying all over the sky, Chen Xijun sorted out his troubled thoughts, took a deep breath, and prepared for a rainy day. Although the sadness in my heart is boundless at this moment. What else can we do but be brave?