God said that the person you love has been given not only power but also despair. He has lost forever the ability to love and be loved.
I thought I would always be by his side. Even if he can't look at me or love me, even if he can only touch his unrealistic image in the abyss of struggle, it will still be happiness and eternity.
I think all love, even if it has no result, is always stubborn and impossible hope.
But I finally gradually understood that all the thoughts were just thoughts.
Beneath the calm surface, there is always turmoil.
When the Doomsday Judgment finally comes, when this place is in ruins and mourning is everywhere, when the magma of hell is rolling under my feet, and everywhere I go is desolate, I always have only one thought in my heart, where is Sila, where is Sila.